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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

GIRLS AND BOYS

"everything I've said has been a joke until now.
and I'm done fooling around."

So Ive been getting complaints that people don't know who i am, because I am shy or whatever. People like to judge on first impressions, and their impressions are usually wrong. Well I'm hear to set the record straight.
I'm 17 years old, the youngest of the graduating senior class, I have a boyfriend, and I hate cracks in the sidewalks. I plan on going to college to become an English teacher. I'm naturally skinny so don't assume that I'm anorexic. I have no idea what my natural hair color is anymore and even tho my hair looks like crap to most, I love it and wouldn't change it for the world. I have gaged earring's [i made my original holes bigger] they are a 10 on the bottom and a 6 on the top. I don't try to be different, I just see things for what they are, not what i want them to be. a lesson many need to learn. If you've known me in the past, i haven't changed at all, just a little more talkative to people. Ive been stabbed in the back by people i thought i could trust so I have to watch what I say in school now.typical. I'm not 'punk rock' or 'emo' or 'goth' or anything. i don't slit my wrists every night and cry. Stop saying that.
I'm not hear to complain, although it may seem like it. I'm just fed up.
It seems like people don't want to leave their 'boundaries' and experience something new.
Who would have guessed their is a world outside of Gowanda High School.
I hate to sounds all 'miss America' but our whole class use to get along at one point, and now we just sit their judging each other.
For once i would like to see people sit on the other side of the room.
but i know this is a far fetched dream and I will be considered a hypocrite.

1/17/2007 06:50:00 PM

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